Monday, 10 December 2012

Sunday, bloody Sunday

That feeling when you've been coding all day and your program is fucked up but you just can't see what you did wrong and then there turns out to be a friggin' minus sign missing in one of the equations which in some magical way solves everything when you put it there after trying a million other things and tearing your hair in frustration for about three hours...

*draws deep breath*

Yes, that exact feeling. What am I doing with my life?! Damn it. Damn it all to hell.

Oh well, at least there is snow. It is soft and white and silent and it has been falling and whirling around all day. I went out and created an angel. It makes me happy, the snow, and muffles the senseless wrath within me. Now I'm going to have a couple of cookies along with a glass of almond milk, then go to bed and try not to worry about anything in the whole world. There is a whole monday tomorrow for me to catch up on my worrying.

Love, frustration, and snow,

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